I Miss

Its been a while since my heart got shattered, guts wrenched and life crumble.....along the way of growing up....

Gained some, lost some...and missed so much of what I used to do:

• daydreamingkc
• iris enlarging contact lenses
• gediks2
• act stupid and enjoy it
• act bimbo and enjoy other's reactions
• part and parcel of growing up....

Sometimes I wonder....

When will I regain the freedom of being silly again...

today?

tomorrow?

next year?

never?