I Miss

Its been a while since my heart got shattered, guts wrenched and life crumble.....along the way of growing up....

Gained some, lost some...and missed so much of what I used to do:

• daydreamingkc
• iris enlarging contact lenses
• gediks2
• act stupid and enjoy it
• act bimbo and enjoy other's reactions
• part and parcel of growing up....

Sometimes I wonder....

When will I regain the freedom of being silly again...

today?

tomorrow?

next year?

never?

Driving into Fog

Currently, life seems pretty directionless, at least mine.

The best I can do not is to keep my fingers cross, say my prayers and bulldoze all the way.

waitaminute! I don't pray. Oh well....

Eternity : Corporate Slavery

As I am punching this post into blogspot, I could sense the 'hidden eyes' at the back of my head trying its best to scan THAT cubicle at the corner. No one! Perfect.

" Office Internet should not be used for non-work related purposes" he said.

There was also THAT memo. Hah! Screw it. Its past office hours. 7.11pm.

There is still that faint smell of warm ink from the printer while HER voice was still on. Explaining some stuff to a certain idiot. Ah well, so glad that is not in my job description although being idiotic ain't the worst things around nowadays.

I wanna go home, or do I?

Could feel that THIS is home. Home to that never ending story of eternal corporate slavery.

Brogger at Hearts

I killed my old blog, together with 4 years worth of memory..... memories with him and so many other people. I had to. The blog died with one part of me that was so severely hurt, I felt it was better I just pull the plug.

And here we are, with a new baby bloggy. Hope I won't need to let this one go too. I many not be a world famous write, but I'm a blogger at heart and blogger I should remain.

Full Time vs Part Time

If taking the value of RM paid for each job task into consideration, the part time thingy pays better!!!!!!

then again, the full time also covers medical benefit.....

give and take la....give and take.

Flip Flip

Its been a while since I touched any books let alone academic books. Don't get me wrong, I love books....umm ok exclusion for secondary school textbooks.....but I love books in general. Yes including that HUGE textbook written by Phillip Kotler that I was too stingy to buy.

Psst I spent one whole week reading my strategic management textbook 2 months after I graduated.....don't tell anyone k?

Some fortunate (or unfortunate) being who saw my huge collection of books before I sold 80% off and donated another few once asked me what's with that obsession with books, since I'm not even obsessed with Edward Cullen, yeah I'm not (don't tell Ah Mei...I not yet finish reading New Moon). Well, there is no exact answer to it innit? Afterall.....its just....books. Right?

Back to it, I miss my books, I miss the library full of books even if its academic. I thought I've forgotten what it felt like, but my recent attempts on searching some theories online not only revived that memory of hearing that flipping pages that leads to BINGO! I found the answer! Admittingly uncle Google is a gazillion times faster to generate leads to an answer, but, never to one that satisfies me like that heavy thingy that gives me a backache if I brought it for a walk, and I don't mean my dog.

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Looking at that pile of *dust collecting bunnies* sitting quietly on my shelves, I cannot help but to wonder, should I pursue them further and go study for Masters..... hmmm....